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Welcome to my journal, dedicated to my no-longer-newfound love: the TV show Supernatural! Here there be lotsa Winchesters, mostly of the Wincest variety, sometimes explicit, sometimes just really really brotherly. I like my Wincest with a LOT of schmoop and a huge dollop of angst with some hotness on top, and although I like many of the other characters in the show, right now I seem to be pretty focused on Sam-n-Dean. Links to my fics on LJ and AO3 will be listed here. Long fics (20K+) are listed first, shorter ones further down. In order of original posting date (in other words, the worst stuff is on the bottom). It's all Wincest unless otherwise noted.
Long Fics:
A Hazy Shade of Winter - (R)
Alternate ending for 11.23. Dean carries out the plan to suicide-bomb Amara, saving the world in the process. Just before he does, he makes Cas promise to stay with Sam, to "look after him and make sure he doesn't do anything stupid." This was written for the 2016![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-community.gif)
sastiel_bigbang but it's really wincest. (Sorry not sorry.)
Last Chance - (J2, NC-17)
Jared's life is a mess. Jensen is the guardian angel who answers his desperate prayer for help. Written for the 2016j2_reversebang.
Until the Morning Comes - (NC-17)
The third and final part in the series that began with If Dreams Could Make Wishes Come True. Sam's in his sophomore year at Stanford, living with Jessica, when he finds out Brady has been possessed by a demon. During the exorcism, Sam learns that Azazel is speeding up his plans of world domination, and all hell is about to break loose. Sam, Dean, and Jessica hit the road in a race against time to stop the Yellow-Eyed Demon before it's too late. Written for the 2016spn_j2_bigbang.
When the Rain Comes - (NC-17)
A pre-series Stanford-era AU written for the 2015wincestbigbang as a sequel to If Dreams Could Make Wishes Come True. Sam's months alone at Stanford after leaving Dean are sheer misery, and when Sam finally makes himself sick enough to end up in the hospital, Dean shows up, obviously determined to set their relationship on a new track. Being "strictly" brothers isn't easy, but over a summer spent hunting things and saving people, Sam and Dean work it out. Mostly.
If Dreams Could Make Wishes Come True - (NC-17)
Sam is kidnapped as a baby and grows up in foster care, unloved and neglected. He is sustained by vivid dreams of growing up in a loving home with a mom, a dad, and a big brother. Sam's waking life is made complicated by his psychic abilities, which are recognized and exploited by a shadowy government agency. Everything is weird and sad until one day, when he meets a freckled teenager on a country road. Written for the 2015spn_j2_bigbang.
Stars in the Southern Sky - (J2, NC-17)
Jared is a 32-year-old wealthy Texas rancher. Jensen is the 22-year-old tutor Jared hires for his troubled niece. Sparks fly, romance blooms, but there's something not right at Padlock Ranch, strange noises at night, and something, or someone, seems to be trying to keep the lovers from finding their happy ending. Written for the 2015spn_meanttobe.
The Time Traveler's Brother - (NC-17)
In addition to little Sammy, Dean grows up with a time-traveling adult version of his brother, whose appearances throughout Dean's childhood and teen years become increasingly disturbing. WARNING: Underage.
What a Fool Believes - (J2, NC-17)
A sequel to "Should You Ever Leave." What happens to Jensen when he gets back to the "real" world? Did he even listen to a thing Sam said?
Should You Ever Leave - (NC-17)
Another AU for Season 10. Sam uses Dean's DNA in a spell to bring him back after he disappears the night of his death. What he gets instead is a very nervous actor named Jensen Ackles.
After the End - (NC-17)
An AU for Season 10. Sam has been searching for his brother for months after the night he died and disappeared. He's sitting alone in the bunker one night when a certain handsome devil shows up.
Take the Long Way Home - (R)
Yet another AU for Season 10 (I'm fixated, what can I say?) Sam finds a way to cure Dean but at a terrible cost. When Dean wakes up in a hospital with no memory, he has to piece his life together and figure out who -- and what -- he is.
You Can't Go Home Again - (PG-13)
Sam and Dean find evidence they time-traveled to 1983 to help their father and their younger selves survive the early months after their monther died. Told from the point of view of four-year-old Dean.
Break On Through to the Other Side - (NC-17)
Sam switches places with a Sam from an alternate universe. Things get weird.
Short Fics:
Tonight There's Gonna Be Trouble - (NC-17)
After the adrenaline-rush of their escape from that secret prison in the Colorado Rockies, Sam and Dean just need to let off a little steam. This is a coda for 12x9 and my February 2017 entry forsmpc.
A Long Way to Go - (NC-17)
Following the events of Roses in the Rain, Sam and Dean struggle to come to grips with the other timelines they encountered, including the revelation that they are intensely hot for each other. Set in season 1. My December 2016 entry forsmpc.
Something Unpredictable - (NC-17)
It's a routine hunt, until it isn't. Snowed-in, hurt!Dean, protective!Sam, magic potion, first-time. Written for the 2016spn_j2_xmas exchange.
The Midnight Rider - (NC-17)
This is a fix-it for Season 8 in which Sam didn't stop looking for Dean after Dean disappeared at the end of Season 7. It's also a sequel to![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
riyku's amazing story, Most Things Happen Someplace Else. Written for the 2016 wincestbigbang.
One For the Team - (J2, NC-17)
It's almost Halloween, and Jared suggests they cosplay each other's characters. My October 2016 entry forsmpc.
Dead Center - (Gen, PG)
The Men of Letters located their place at the geographical center of the contiguous United States. Soon after moving in, Sam and Dean find out there's a very good reason for this. Written for the 2016spn_summergen challenge.
Any Way You Want It - (NC-17)
Sometimes they play a game. The number one rule is, don't talk about it. Not a single word. My August 2016 entry forsmpc.
Up Against Your Will - (J2, NC-17)
Jensen fell hard for the beautiful blind man who moved into his basement. Now there are wolves in his backyard and something weird about the way Jared goes out every night but doesn't seem to come home. Will Jensen take a chance at love, even if means risking the comfortable, boring life he's worked so hard to build for himself? Written for the 2016spn_meanttobe.
I Might Like You Better If We Slept Together - (NC-17)
Every night Sam and Dean go to sleep in separate beds. Every morning they wake up together, in the same bed, naked. What the hell?! My May 2016 entry forsmpc.
No Time - (NC-17)
When Dean catches the eye of the best-looking man in the room, he's not thinking about how much he misses his little brother, who left him for a normal life at college. But somehow this stranger knows how to push all Dean's buttons. Stanford-era time travel fic written as my March 2016 entry forsmpc.
The Road Not Taken - (J2, PG-13)
Jensen never forgot the boy with the sad, multi-colored eyes. Now, fifteen years later, he takes a long-delayed road-trip and finds his heart's desire at the End of the Line. Written for the 2016spnspringfling.
Won't Get Fooled Again - (NC-17)
Sam's in the "Cage," Lucifer's messing with his memories, and this time there may be no escape from the labyrinth of his own mind. Written for the 2016sammybigbang.
The Soldier, the Geek, and the Frickin' Weird-ass Time-Closet - (NC-17)
Sam finds a nineteen-year-old version of himself in his closet. Dean decides it's a good thing. My January 2016 entry forsmpc.
We Can Make It If We Run - (R)
Sam & Dean grow up fast, hard, and dangerous, but there's love, too. If they could just admit it to each other. Written for the 2015spn_reversebang.
Christmas Drabbles - (PG-13)
Five drabbles featuring moments from the boys' holidays over the years. Written forspn_bigpretzel.
Roses in the Rain - (R)
Boys raised apart, each thinking the other one died that night in the fire. When they meet, sparks fly. But something's wrong. Written for the 2015spn_j2_xmas.
When the Lights Go Down - (NC-17)
It started about a week after they moved into the hunker. My November 2015 entry forsmpc.
Over the Rainbow - (Gen, PG-13)
Alternate ending to "The French Mistake" in which Sam & Dean visit a Supernatural convention. Written for the 2015spn_summergen.
If I Leave Here - (NC-17)
Dean gets hit on the head during a hunt (again) and suffers from memory loss that's a little, uh, selective. My August 2015 entry forsmpc.
Another Time, Another Place - (R)
Dean is no ordinary priest in Gaza's Temple of Dagon. He's a seer, a visionary who has a gift for pre-cognition. It's a good job, one that's earned him a kind of celebrity status among his peers, and he's content to rake in the dough as Dagon's top oracle. Until the day he meets the gaze of Samson the Strong, hero of the Hebrews, and everything changes. Everything. Written for the 2015spnopera.
14 Going On 40 - (NC-17)
During the events of 10.12, "About a Boy," Sam gets hexed and turned into his fourteen-year-old self. Sam and Dean still manage to kill the witch and Hansel, saving Tina in the process. But now they're both stuck in fourteen-year-old bodies, raging hormones and all. My June 2015 entry forsmpc.
(We've Got to Get Ourselves) Back to the Garden - (NC-17)
Sam wakes up the morning after his death in Cold Oak to find it's twelve years later, and a lot has happened, none of which he can remember, including the fact that he and Dean have apparently been sleeping together for years. My April 2015 entry forsmpc.
It's a Not-So-Wonderful Life - (R)
Originally written and posted on AO3 back in the middle of Season 9. Sam gets Gabriel to erase him from Dean's life, thereby saving Dean from the Mark of Cain. Sam finds out what Dean's life would be like if Sam had died as a baby. Turns out it's a little harder to erase himself than he thought.
Long Fics:
A Hazy Shade of Winter - (R)
Alternate ending for 11.23. Dean carries out the plan to suicide-bomb Amara, saving the world in the process. Just before he does, he makes Cas promise to stay with Sam, to "look after him and make sure he doesn't do anything stupid." This was written for the 2016
sastiel_bigbang but it's really wincest. (Sorry not sorry.)Last Chance - (J2, NC-17)
Jared's life is a mess. Jensen is the guardian angel who answers his desperate prayer for help. Written for the 2016
j2_reversebang.Until the Morning Comes - (NC-17)
The third and final part in the series that began with If Dreams Could Make Wishes Come True. Sam's in his sophomore year at Stanford, living with Jessica, when he finds out Brady has been possessed by a demon. During the exorcism, Sam learns that Azazel is speeding up his plans of world domination, and all hell is about to break loose. Sam, Dean, and Jessica hit the road in a race against time to stop the Yellow-Eyed Demon before it's too late. Written for the 2016
spn_j2_bigbang.When the Rain Comes - (NC-17)
A pre-series Stanford-era AU written for the 2015
wincestbigbang as a sequel to If Dreams Could Make Wishes Come True. Sam's months alone at Stanford after leaving Dean are sheer misery, and when Sam finally makes himself sick enough to end up in the hospital, Dean shows up, obviously determined to set their relationship on a new track. Being "strictly" brothers isn't easy, but over a summer spent hunting things and saving people, Sam and Dean work it out. Mostly.If Dreams Could Make Wishes Come True - (NC-17)
Sam is kidnapped as a baby and grows up in foster care, unloved and neglected. He is sustained by vivid dreams of growing up in a loving home with a mom, a dad, and a big brother. Sam's waking life is made complicated by his psychic abilities, which are recognized and exploited by a shadowy government agency. Everything is weird and sad until one day, when he meets a freckled teenager on a country road. Written for the 2015
spn_j2_bigbang.Stars in the Southern Sky - (J2, NC-17)
Jared is a 32-year-old wealthy Texas rancher. Jensen is the 22-year-old tutor Jared hires for his troubled niece. Sparks fly, romance blooms, but there's something not right at Padlock Ranch, strange noises at night, and something, or someone, seems to be trying to keep the lovers from finding their happy ending. Written for the 2015
spn_meanttobe.The Time Traveler's Brother - (NC-17)
In addition to little Sammy, Dean grows up with a time-traveling adult version of his brother, whose appearances throughout Dean's childhood and teen years become increasingly disturbing. WARNING: Underage.
What a Fool Believes - (J2, NC-17)
A sequel to "Should You Ever Leave." What happens to Jensen when he gets back to the "real" world? Did he even listen to a thing Sam said?
Should You Ever Leave - (NC-17)
Another AU for Season 10. Sam uses Dean's DNA in a spell to bring him back after he disappears the night of his death. What he gets instead is a very nervous actor named Jensen Ackles.
After the End - (NC-17)
An AU for Season 10. Sam has been searching for his brother for months after the night he died and disappeared. He's sitting alone in the bunker one night when a certain handsome devil shows up.
Take the Long Way Home - (R)
Yet another AU for Season 10 (I'm fixated, what can I say?) Sam finds a way to cure Dean but at a terrible cost. When Dean wakes up in a hospital with no memory, he has to piece his life together and figure out who -- and what -- he is.
You Can't Go Home Again - (PG-13)
Sam and Dean find evidence they time-traveled to 1983 to help their father and their younger selves survive the early months after their monther died. Told from the point of view of four-year-old Dean.
Break On Through to the Other Side - (NC-17)
Sam switches places with a Sam from an alternate universe. Things get weird.
Short Fics:
Tonight There's Gonna Be Trouble - (NC-17)
After the adrenaline-rush of their escape from that secret prison in the Colorado Rockies, Sam and Dean just need to let off a little steam. This is a coda for 12x9 and my February 2017 entry for
smpc.A Long Way to Go - (NC-17)
Following the events of Roses in the Rain, Sam and Dean struggle to come to grips with the other timelines they encountered, including the revelation that they are intensely hot for each other. Set in season 1. My December 2016 entry for
smpc.Something Unpredictable - (NC-17)
It's a routine hunt, until it isn't. Snowed-in, hurt!Dean, protective!Sam, magic potion, first-time. Written for the 2016
spn_j2_xmas exchange.The Midnight Rider - (NC-17)
This is a fix-it for Season 8 in which Sam didn't stop looking for Dean after Dean disappeared at the end of Season 7. It's also a sequel to
riyku's amazing story, Most Things Happen Someplace Else. Written for the 2016 wincestbigbang.One For the Team - (J2, NC-17)
It's almost Halloween, and Jared suggests they cosplay each other's characters. My October 2016 entry for
smpc.Dead Center - (Gen, PG)
The Men of Letters located their place at the geographical center of the contiguous United States. Soon after moving in, Sam and Dean find out there's a very good reason for this. Written for the 2016
spn_summergen challenge.Any Way You Want It - (NC-17)
Sometimes they play a game. The number one rule is, don't talk about it. Not a single word. My August 2016 entry for
smpc.Up Against Your Will - (J2, NC-17)
Jensen fell hard for the beautiful blind man who moved into his basement. Now there are wolves in his backyard and something weird about the way Jared goes out every night but doesn't seem to come home. Will Jensen take a chance at love, even if means risking the comfortable, boring life he's worked so hard to build for himself? Written for the 2016
spn_meanttobe.I Might Like You Better If We Slept Together - (NC-17)
Every night Sam and Dean go to sleep in separate beds. Every morning they wake up together, in the same bed, naked. What the hell?! My May 2016 entry for
smpc.No Time - (NC-17)
When Dean catches the eye of the best-looking man in the room, he's not thinking about how much he misses his little brother, who left him for a normal life at college. But somehow this stranger knows how to push all Dean's buttons. Stanford-era time travel fic written as my March 2016 entry for
smpc.The Road Not Taken - (J2, PG-13)
Jensen never forgot the boy with the sad, multi-colored eyes. Now, fifteen years later, he takes a long-delayed road-trip and finds his heart's desire at the End of the Line. Written for the 2016
spnspringfling.Won't Get Fooled Again - (NC-17)
Sam's in the "Cage," Lucifer's messing with his memories, and this time there may be no escape from the labyrinth of his own mind. Written for the 2016
sammybigbang.The Soldier, the Geek, and the Frickin' Weird-ass Time-Closet - (NC-17)
Sam finds a nineteen-year-old version of himself in his closet. Dean decides it's a good thing. My January 2016 entry for
smpc.We Can Make It If We Run - (R)
Sam & Dean grow up fast, hard, and dangerous, but there's love, too. If they could just admit it to each other. Written for the 2015
spn_reversebang.Christmas Drabbles - (PG-13)
Five drabbles featuring moments from the boys' holidays over the years. Written for
spn_bigpretzel.Roses in the Rain - (R)
Boys raised apart, each thinking the other one died that night in the fire. When they meet, sparks fly. But something's wrong. Written for the 2015
spn_j2_xmas.When the Lights Go Down - (NC-17)
It started about a week after they moved into the hunker. My November 2015 entry for
smpc.Over the Rainbow - (Gen, PG-13)
Alternate ending to "The French Mistake" in which Sam & Dean visit a Supernatural convention. Written for the 2015
spn_summergen.If I Leave Here - (NC-17)
Dean gets hit on the head during a hunt (again) and suffers from memory loss that's a little, uh, selective. My August 2015 entry for
smpc.Another Time, Another Place - (R)
Dean is no ordinary priest in Gaza's Temple of Dagon. He's a seer, a visionary who has a gift for pre-cognition. It's a good job, one that's earned him a kind of celebrity status among his peers, and he's content to rake in the dough as Dagon's top oracle. Until the day he meets the gaze of Samson the Strong, hero of the Hebrews, and everything changes. Everything. Written for the 2015
spnopera.14 Going On 40 - (NC-17)
During the events of 10.12, "About a Boy," Sam gets hexed and turned into his fourteen-year-old self. Sam and Dean still manage to kill the witch and Hansel, saving Tina in the process. But now they're both stuck in fourteen-year-old bodies, raging hormones and all. My June 2015 entry for
smpc.(We've Got to Get Ourselves) Back to the Garden - (NC-17)
Sam wakes up the morning after his death in Cold Oak to find it's twelve years later, and a lot has happened, none of which he can remember, including the fact that he and Dean have apparently been sleeping together for years. My April 2015 entry for
smpc.It's a Not-So-Wonderful Life - (R)
Originally written and posted on AO3 back in the middle of Season 9. Sam gets Gabriel to erase him from Dean's life, thereby saving Dean from the Mark of Cain. Sam finds out what Dean's life would be like if Sam had died as a baby. Turns out it's a little harder to erase himself than he thought.