I think writing about them all the time makes them seem more real, and writing a J2 story right now where Jared is depressed is just frickin' weird. I'm feeling guilty, like I'm doing something wrong, which is bizarre in so many ways I can't get my head around it! I've struggled with depression too (who hasn't?!) so it's near and dear to my heart to write a character who's suffering with it, and of course it's just coincidence that this happened to Jared, but I still feel MISERABLE, like it's somehow my fault or something. I know, that's just the crazy talking, but it's hard to shake!