This is SO fabulous--I love the way you played the kink, and how it brought out not only Sam and Dean's different ways of facing their relationship, but also Sam's perspective on what Dean's is. My favorite part is probably that first moment when Sam walks in, freaks himself out a bit re: the stillness of Dean's body, recovers, and then goes into sort of wishing that Dean didn't need this huge performance built into their relationship with each other. Just lovely throughout. <3333