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amypond45 ([personal profile] amypond45) wrote2015-03-02 09:25 am
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My Monday from Hell

Woke up early to work on my bb story and managed to delete the entire thing. All 15K words, just gone. No back-up. Then I broke my glasses. Walked to the optomotrist to get my glasses fixed in the snow and got attacked by a dog. No broken skin, luckily, just shaken up...

Can I just go back to yesterday and start over, please???
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[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2015-03-02 02:42 pm (UTC)(link)
ACK. You're having the worst Monday in the history of Mondays, you poor thing!

[identity profile] amypond45.livejournal.com 2015-03-03 12:10 am (UTC)(link)
I know never to say "how could it be worse" -- when I got to work I got a call from my mom saying my dad just had a stroke, Lay on the floor for two days before his tenant found him (had been trying to reach him for two days so we're guessing that's how long he lay there).

I'm kinda in shock. I really wonder if the stars are seriously out of alignment today!

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2015-03-03 12:32 am (UTC)(link)
omgosh!! What a horrendous day!

I hope all is going to be well with your dad! *HUGHUG*

[identity profile] amypond45.livejournal.com 2015-03-03 02:20 am (UTC)(link)
Waiting to hear from my brother, who's there since I can't be (3,000 miles is a problem all of a sudden). I keep wondering if my prayers at church yesterday got heard by one of God's minions who decided it would be really funny if.

I'm so grateful to be a SPN fan so I can find the humor in this!

[identity profile] milly-gal.livejournal.com 2015-03-03 08:36 am (UTC)(link)
Oh honey! *hugs* What the f*ck was going on with your day!! *hugs some more* Is there any way to get the fic back? and I hope you're not too shaken up!

[identity profile] amypond45.livejournal.com 2015-03-04 01:34 pm (UTC)(link)
Now it's Wednesday, so things are looking up! Thanks for the hugs. I could def use them! Unfortunately no way (that I know of) to get the fic back, but I'm marching on from the point in the story where I left off and so far have 3,000 new words written, so that's something. Right now my goal is to write to the end, then go back and rewrite the first section. Maybe it'll be better? Maybe being forced to rewrite it is a good thing? I'm trying to see it that way anyway!

And backing up like crazy as I go!

[identity profile] milly-gal.livejournal.com 2015-03-07 03:23 pm (UTC)(link)
I think you are a complete star because I'd have probably been SO disheartened by that but here you are, working away to fix it and reclaim it! *hugs* Yes, the universe thought it should start a different way maybe :)

[identity profile] amypond45.livejournal.com 2015-03-10 06:39 pm (UTC)(link)
*hugs* Thank you so much for your kind words. I can't tell you how much I appreciate the support! I feel like I write in such a vacuum and I feel so guilty bc it takes time away from my family but I NEED to do it! The support I get from you and other fans feels like such a gift!

[identity profile] milly-gal.livejournal.com 2015-03-15 12:30 pm (UTC)(link)
Remember you're never on your own with the fear when it comes to the bigbangs and challenges, and for every single freak out you may have, one of us has been there once upon a time, always talk it out, we get it *hugs*

[identity profile] amypond45.livejournal.com 2015-03-18 02:15 am (UTC)(link)
I aooreciate the support more than I can say! Life has been messing with me lately, but I feel like I'm getting a lot of strength from this fandom, and that's a blessing I didn't expect!

[identity profile] milly-gal.livejournal.com 2015-03-18 09:27 am (UTC)(link)
Fandom is family, which sounds very hokey I know, but the support network I've found here has been a total blessing, and sometimes the thing standing between me and repeatedly banging my head against a desk O_O
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