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amypond45 ([personal profile] amypond45) wrote2015-08-09 03:40 pm

Venting

Just finished my fic for [livejournal.com profile] spnopera and I'm in agony. This is torture, I say, PURE torture! Why did I do this to myself? How can I write something with such a blatantly sad ending? I always try to leave things open-ended, the possibility just beyond the end of the story that maybe, MAYBE this time, something good will come out of the pain and sorrow and TRAGEDY of these boys' lives! This was supposed to be FUN, damn it! Now everybody's gonna hate me when they read it and I don't blame them. Me too! Wahhhhhh!

This is NOT anyone's fault but my own, needless to say; the wonderful mods of this challenge are fabulous people and extremely talented writers, so I have only myself to blame for my own misery. I hope I've learned my lesson and next time I'll choose a comedy (Marriage of Figaro, maybe?) I just like the aria so much and I couldn't resist the thing with the hair *sigh*. I'm doomed.

[identity profile] aerynsun5.livejournal.com 2015-08-22 06:11 pm (UTC)(link)
Dude! I loved it, and I totally thought it had a happy ending. Knowing they were bound together, and would get together again at least once, was very comforting to me.

[identity profile] amypond45.livejournal.com 2015-08-22 09:10 pm (UTC)(link)
You are AWESOME to see this! That's exactly what I was hoping to convey when I started writing, thinking I could force the damn story into having a happy "angle," if not a happy ending. So glad you saw it the way I intended! *hugs*

[identity profile] aerynsun5.livejournal.com 2015-08-22 10:56 pm (UTC)(link)
Hey, once a soulmate, always a soulmate, right?