amypond45 | Entries tagged with angst with a happy ending

Title: Something Unpredictable
Pairing/Characters: Sam/Dean
Word count/Medium: 12.5K/Fic
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: wincest
Summary: It's a routine hunt, until it isn't. Set in Season One.

PART ONE | PART TWO | AO3

A/N: This is my entry for the 2016 spn-j2-xmas exchange. This is a gift for hunters-retreat. I worked with her prompts/likes: First Time; Sam and Dean, backroads and hidden hideaways; Dean is injured and Sam has to protect/care for him; secrets come out.

Title: A Hazy Shade of Winter
Author:

amypond45
Artist: satanic-prom-dress
Characters & Pairing(s):Sam, Cas, Gabriel, Jody, Claire, Alex, Dean
Rating: R
Word Count: 28K
Warnings: Warnings: Spoilers for 11.23: Alpha and Omega, past wincest.
Summary: Alternate ending for 11.23. Dean carries out the plan to suicide-bomb Amara, saving the world in the process. Just before he does, he makes Cas promise to stay with Sam, to "look after him and make sure he doesn't do anything stupid." After Dean's sacrifice, Sam is consumed with grief, going mad with desperation to get Dean back or die trying. In a last ditch effort to save Sam and make good on his promise to Dean, Castiel wipes Sam's memories of his brother, leaving Sam a broken shell of a man who can barely remember what he had for breakfast. This story assumes the London Men of Letters storyline doesn't happen, God has died or disappeared, and there is no Mary Winchester returned from the dead.

A/N: I still can't believe this thing is done! All hail to satanic-prom-dress, the wonderful artist who picked my crazy prompt, in which I really needed to see Sam protesting Dean's sacrifice in the Season 11 Finale, then suffering when Dean does it anyway. Also, thank you for putting up with my need to make Castiel useful to the max! Thanks to the mods of the 2016

sastiel_bigbang for tolerating my whining and bitching (because I couldn't make this story do what I thought it would when I started it but all I got was understanding and forgiveness. Mwah!) And last but definitely not least, many heartfelt thanks to my amazing, awesome beta,

onlythefireborn, who asked excellent questions and taught me many things that will improve my writing. I don't deserve you!

Link to fic: PART ONE | PART TWO | PART THREE | AO3
Link to art: Here

Title: Last Chance
Artist:

amberdreams
Author:

amypond45
Other Pairing(if applicable): none
Word Count: 28,719
Rating: Hard R
Warnings/Spoilers: prostitution, non-con, suicide, drug-abuse, temporary death of a major character
Summary: Jared's life is a mess. Jensen is the guardian angel who answers his desperate prayer for help. Problem is, it isn't the first time, although Jared doesn't remember that, and Jensen just might be at least partly responsible for Jared's predicament. In order to fix things, Jensen breaks every rule in the book. But what about what Jared wants? And what if Jensen's not the only one who messed up?

Art: Live Journal | Ao3
Story: PART ONE | PART TWO | PART THREE | PART FOUR | AO3

A/N: Many thanks to

laughablelament for being a great beta, the mods of the

j2_reversebang for running this wonderful challenge, and to

amberdreams for her amazing and inspiring artwork! It's been a fantastic ride!

Fic title: Until the Morning Comes
Author name:

amypond45
Artist name:

dreamlittleyo
Genre: Wincest AU
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: R
Word count: 38,452
Warnings: show-level violence, sibling incest, minor character deaths
Summary: Sam's in his sophomore year at Stanford when he discovers that his former roommate is possessed. Things go downhill fast from there, and soon Sam, Dean, and Jessica are on the run, dodging monsters, struggling to make sense of a world suddenly overrun by demons. When history appears to be repeating itself, putting a new batch of psychic kids in danger, Sam realizes he must stop running and find a way to face his fears head-on.

Link to fic: PART ONE | PART TWO | PART THREE | PART FOUR | PART FIVE | PART SIX

ON AO3 HERE

Link to art: HERE

A/N: Created for the 2016

spn_j2_bigbang. This story is the conclusion to a trilogy that includes "If Dreams Could Make Wishes Come True" and "When the Rain Comes." The following summary should make it possible to read this story without having to read the first two, although many of the characters (Missouri Moseley, in particular) are fleshed out more completely in those earlier stories. (Summary of previous stories below the cut.)

Many, many thanks to

dreamlittleyo, the most wonderful artist a fic writer could ever hope for (and an awesome writer herself!),

smalltrolven, the bestest beta in the world, and of course thanks to

wendy for running this amazing challenge each year!

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Fic Title: Won't Get Fooled Again
Author:

amypond45
Artist:

stormbrite
Pairing: Lucifer/Sam, Sam/Dean
Genre: Hurt/Comfort
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Non-con, torture, psychological horror, hellucinations, Major Character Death(s) - imagined and temporary, established Wincest
Word Count: 13,570

Summary: Sam's in the "Cage." Nothing is real. AU for 11.09 & 11.10.

Fic Links: PART ONE | PART TWO | AO3
Art Links: LJ | AO3. Go give

stormbrite some love for all the incredible artwork for this story!

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Fic Title: We Can Make It If We Run
Author:

amypond45
Genre: SPN, drama, romance
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: R
Word Count: 16,800
Warnings: underage, sibling incest, non-con ideation

Summary: Sam and Dean grow up learning to depend first and foremost on each other, but it's never easy. Their lives are violent and unpredictable, and as they grow, so do the dangers they face. Sometimes Sam wonders if they'll survive into adulthood, or if he'll take his deep love for his brother to an early grave.

A/N: Made for the 2015

spn_reversebang. Many thanks to

theatregirl7299 and

smalltrolven for their beta help and to

2blueshoes for making the glorious art that inspired this thing!

Art Link(s): LJ | AO3
Fic Link(s): PART ONE | PART TWO | AO3

Title: Roses in the Rain
Author:

amypond45
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: R
Word Count: 12,500
Warnings: UST between siblings (implied future Wincest, nothing explicit)
Summary: Twenty-two years ago, Dean's mom and baby brother both died in the fire in Sam's nursery, and John raised Dean in the hunting life, on a continuing quest for the thing that destroyed their family. Now, Dean and John are on a hunt. People are disappearing along a certain stretch of highway, so John and Dean decide to check it out. They get separated, and John goes missing, his truck abandoned By the side of the road. When Dean checks out the area, he sees a light through the trees, but before he has a chance to investigate, a young man appears.

A/N: This fic was created as a gift for

colls for the 2015

spn_j2_xmas Exchange. Thanks to

smalltrolven for her excellent beta help.

READ IT ON LJ || READ IT ON AO3

Title: It's a Not-So-Wonderful Life
Author:

amypond45
Category: Slash, M/M, Wincest
Word Count: 19,609
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: R
Warnings: Wincest, sibling incest
Summary: Dean has finally given in to the Mark of Cain and become a monster. Gabriel gives Sam a chance to save him, but only by erasing himself from Dean's life. What would Dean's life be like if Sam had never existed? Without Sam, Dean gets the apple-pie life Sam always wished he could have, never knowing what his brother sacrificed. Until the day that something supernatural happens, and Dean's happy, normal life encounters a snag or two in the form of a tall, dark-haired stranger.

CHAPTER ONE | CHAPTER TWO | CHAPTER THREE | CHAPTER FOUR | EPILOGUE

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Title: When the Rain Comes
Author: AmyPond45
Artist: Bluefire986
Art: here
Category: Bigbang
Word Count: 39,315
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: Sibling incest
Summary: Written for the 2015

wincestbigbang, this Stanford-era AU is a sequel to my 2015

spn_j2_bigbang fic, “If Dreams Could Make Wishes Come True,” in which the boys are separated when Sam's a baby, then raised apart. That story ends with Sam and Dean discovering that they're brothers, although they've been lovers since Sam was sixteen. Dean freaks out, and Sam leaves for Stanford. This story picks up after Sam gets to California, where he discovers that being apart from Dean is a kind of living death. When an emergency hospitalization results in an emotional reunion, both brothers must face the fact that they can't live without each other. When summer comes, they embark on a journey of discovery, to overcome their past, to learn how to be brothers, to recover the bond they shared before they became lovers. This is a tale of angst and pining, of unrequited and repressed desire and the ultimate redemptive power of love, of learning to be together in spite of everything because being apart was never an option. Oh, and both Winchesters are psychic. Told from Sam's (sometimes slightly unreliable) POV.

A/N: Between the above summary and the prologue, I’ve tried to cover most of the road so far, so it shouldn’t be necessary to read “If Dreams Could Make Wishes Come True,” but if you want to, here it is. Thanks to smalltrolven for her excellent beta work, and to elenajames for moderating this challenge. Y'all are awesome!

CHAPTER ONE | CHAPTER TWO | CHAPTER THREE | CHAPTER FOUR | CHAPTER FIVE

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Title: Stars in the Southern Sky
Author: AmyPond45
Pairing: Jared/Jensen
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 35,501
Warnings: Minor Character Death, Bottom!Jensen, Angst, older Jared/younger Jensen
SPN_Meanttobe Prompt 39: The Nanny Arrangement
Becoming nursemaid to Paul Holmes's orphaned niece seems like the perfect solution to Becky Siddons's problems. After having her romantic hopes dashed, she's determined to focus solely on her charge and not the little girl's handsome uncle. Until Becky realizes she is losing her heart to a man determined to keep his own under lock and key….

Paul had hoped hiring Becky would allow him to keep a distance from his niece, a reminder of his late sister—and his failings in raising her. Yet he soon finds himself enjoying spending time with outspoken, impulsive Becky and the child. Can he take a chance on this unexpected, joyful new family?

Summary: Handsome, brooding Jared Padalecki is a wealthy 32-year-old West Texas cattle rancher with a tragic past. When his sister dies unexpectedly, Jared takes on his sister's child, 8-year-old Adele, who has been traumatized by her parents' deaths and needs special care. He hires 22-year-old Jensen Ackles, fresh out of college, whose only qualifications are a bachelor's degree in English, a part-time job working with autistic children, and a tragic past of his own. From the moment Jared and Jensen meet, sparks fly, and it's obvious they were meant for each other. But the Padalecki home is harboring secrets, Jensen hears strange sounds in the night, and he begins to wonder if something – or someone – is trying to keep them apart.

A/N: Written for the 2015

spn_meanttobe challenge. Many thanks to

smalltrolven for her excellent last minute beta work!

READ IT ON LJ - READ IT ON AO3

PART ONE - PART TWO - PART THREE - PART FOUR