Crying into the Void over someone I don't even know...

[amypond45]

When Jared's tweets came in last night at about 9:30 my time all I could think was it's like 2:30 in the morning in Europe and Jared is crying out for help and it hit so hard I don't know how to express it. So I followed tweets for awhile until I was just too exhausted and teary-eyed to think, and then woke up again at 4:00 a.m. to check my twitter feed again and listen to Jensen sing "Sweet Home Alabama" and ask myself, okay, this is a person I've never met. I get why I cry about the characters, but why am I crying over this person I don't even know? Could someone please explain this to me? Cuz I'm a wreck. Yes, I sent tweets to him because ONLY THE MOST HARD-HEARTED MONSTER COULD RESIST THAT PLEA! Now I just need to vent because these emotions are stronger than they should be and my brain is telling me I'm a complete idiot but my heart is just sobbing.

Thanks for letting me vent, world!

Comments

[deezy-y.livejournal.com]

I absolutely agree with everything you've said. I also admire his courage for confessing it publicly, because that cannot be easy. It's difficult enough talking to your loved ones about it. I'm just hoping that fan support and sending him good thoughts is helping some. I definitely wish that I could give him a bear hug.

[amypond45.livejournal.com]

Same! His courage is such an inspiration. I STILL can't tallk about my own depression with my family -- I always feel like I have to be so strong! He's a real inspiration.

[deezy-y.livejournal.com]

He definitely is! Trust me, I know how hard it is and I'm here if you ever need to vent, *hugs*