Crying into the Void over someone I don't even know...

[amypond45]

When Jared's tweets came in last night at about 9:30 my time all I could think was it's like 2:30 in the morning in Europe and Jared is crying out for help and it hit so hard I don't know how to express it. So I followed tweets for awhile until I was just too exhausted and teary-eyed to think, and then woke up again at 4:00 a.m. to check my twitter feed again and listen to Jensen sing "Sweet Home Alabama" and ask myself, okay, this is a person I've never met. I get why I cry about the characters, but why am I crying over this person I don't even know? Could someone please explain this to me? Cuz I'm a wreck. Yes, I sent tweets to him because ONLY THE MOST HARD-HEARTED MONSTER COULD RESIST THAT PLEA! Now I just need to vent because these emotions are stronger than they should be and my brain is telling me I'm a complete idiot but my heart is just sobbing.

Thanks for letting me vent, world!

Comments

[amypond45.livejournal.com]

I love this – "they're in our hearts." That's how it feels...It's definitely NOT rational!

[milly-gal.livejournal.com]

It's not remotely rational, but they are in our hearts and as much as it sounds crazy, I'd rather be a girl who can have love and compassion for someone she barely knows but adores than someone who's incapable of any kind of thought for someone who needs it. It's good thing we're like this, it makes us more human :)