Venting

[amypond45]

Just finished my fic for spnopera and I'm in agony. This is torture, I say, PURE torture! Why did I do this to myself? How can I write something with such a blatantly sad ending? I always try to leave things open-ended, the possibility just beyond the end of the story that maybe, MAYBE this time, something good will come out of the pain and sorrow and TRAGEDY of these boys' lives! This was supposed to be FUN, damn it! Now everybody's gonna hate me when they read it and I don't blame them. Me too! Wahhhhhh!

This is NOT anyone's fault but my own, needless to say; the wonderful mods of this challenge are fabulous people and extremely talented writers, so I have only myself to blame for my own misery. I hope I've learned my lesson and next time I'll choose a comedy (Marriage of Figaro, maybe?) I just like the aria so much and I couldn't resist the thing with the hair *sigh*. I'm doomed.

Comments

[tipsy-kitty.livejournal.com]

Oh, I know that feeling! I traumatized myself writing last year's BB :) and I keep putting off my opera fic... I mean, to be fair, I'm procrastinating all my fics, though.

[amypond45.livejournal.com]

Okay, now I need to go back and read your last year's BB! (I'm obviously on some kind of masochist kick right now. It's a dangerous pattern!)