Venting

[amypond45]

Just finished my fic for spnopera and I'm in agony. This is torture, I say, PURE torture! Why did I do this to myself? How can I write something with such a blatantly sad ending? I always try to leave things open-ended, the possibility just beyond the end of the story that maybe, MAYBE this time, something good will come out of the pain and sorrow and TRAGEDY of these boys' lives! This was supposed to be FUN, damn it! Now everybody's gonna hate me when they read it and I don't blame them. Me too! Wahhhhhh!

This is NOT anyone's fault but my own, needless to say; the wonderful mods of this challenge are fabulous people and extremely talented writers, so I have only myself to blame for my own misery. I hope I've learned my lesson and next time I'll choose a comedy (Marriage of Figaro, maybe?) I just like the aria so much and I couldn't resist the thing with the hair *sigh*. I'm doomed.

Comments

[amypond45.livejournal.com]

Okay, whiney self. That was unbelievably pathetic. I don't think I need to tell you that when you are whiney and negative NOBODY wants to know about it, ya got me? So shut up already.

[milly-gal.livejournal.com]

Oh hun, I think the fact that you know how much sad endings upset you and you still went through with it shows great courage and determination to finish a challenge *hugs*

[tipsy-kitty.livejournal.com]

Oh, I know that feeling! I traumatized myself writing last year's BB :) and I keep putting off my opera fic... I mean, to be fair, I'm procrastinating all my fics, though.

[thursdaysisters.livejournal.com]

Dude I felt the exact same way, I was cringing at the things I did to my characters, but angst has it's place in fandom :D

[aerynsun5.livejournal.com]

Dude! I loved it, and I totally thought it had a happy ending. Knowing they were bound together, and would get together again at least once, was very comforting to me.